During these first few days of marriage, I have again been reminded as I have been on various occasions in the past that it is all in the M-I-N-D. My mind runs away from the present (for no apparent reason!) and takes me along on the roller coaster ride although I have told it a million times that I will not step into 6 Flags for a reason. All the myriad thoughts, worries, apprehensions for the immediate future, past karma... yada yada.... If only we could control the mind... now that sounds like one of the many Baba's/God men and women that populate our country talking. Instead of controlling the mind... what if I could channel it somewhere else? Like may be nuclear physics or astronomy? I could discover a new galaxy and name it after ME! :D. Now, Hubby Dearest actually can put things aside, away from his mind and not worry about things that are not relevant to the present and I soooo adore that about him! How in the world do you do that honey?!!
Showing posts with label conscience. Show all posts
Showing posts with label conscience. Show all posts
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Why do I have to put it out there?
As part of my very first post I wanted to take a look inside my head and find out why I have this compelling need to take my thoughts out of a private book and put it out here on the web for the world to see and this is what I came up with:
A. So my head doesn't burst open for lack of ventilation
B. To reassure myself I am not the only one who feels the way I feel (comments will help here!!)
C. So I feel like there are witnesses to my conscience
Ever since I have known me, work has had the #1 place in my list of priorities and recently a trip back home made me rethink this list and the possibility of having it all backwards!! Working in a corporate world since I have started working 6 years ago, has made me consciously/unconsciously shove all humanly feelings to one side of my brain where I wouldn't have to open them up and look at them on a regular basis.
Now I want to see them everyday, make sure I look at them and still justify doing what I continue to do... question what I am doing and look ahead to see what I can do...
A. So my head doesn't burst open for lack of ventilation
B. To reassure myself I am not the only one who feels the way I feel (comments will help here!!)
C. So I feel like there are witnesses to my conscience
Ever since I have known me, work has had the #1 place in my list of priorities and recently a trip back home made me rethink this list and the possibility of having it all backwards!! Working in a corporate world since I have started working 6 years ago, has made me consciously/unconsciously shove all humanly feelings to one side of my brain where I wouldn't have to open them up and look at them on a regular basis.
Now I want to see them everyday, make sure I look at them and still justify doing what I continue to do... question what I am doing and look ahead to see what I can do...
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